then suddenly, I heard my message tone beeping. I got off from my bed to check and guess what? omg! it was a message from her and you guys won't believe it but I spent the whole night reading that message again and again till I fell asleep. the next morning I woke up and felt as if I was entering into some different world though nothing big had happened. it was just a random message. I went to college and that day, we started talking. I could not look into her eyes as I am a very shy person. later in the day, there was a announcement about an exhibition and there was chaos in the classroom. she came over to me and said hi. I replied saying hello. then I asked her, "how's your bf?" she smiled and left. that night, again she sent me a random message to which I didn't reply. the next day in class, she came over to me as we were attending the same French lecture. she walked over to me and whispered in my ear, "u want to know who is my bf?" then she pointed towards me and walked away. that night I sent her a message saying hi, and she replied then we started chatting..
days went by and I started missing classes at college because of my shyness. we started planning to meet at the parking or cafeteria and we would catch up with one another, like a new baby love. one night when we were chatting, she messaged me saying, "I love u as a best friend."
I said, "k" and then then she said, "so u love me?"
I said, "yes." then she asked, "can I kiss u?"
I said, "what?" she was like "we are best friends so can't I kiss you?"
I replied, "sure" then she said, "can I kiss u on your lips?"
something happened to me and I started ignoring her. I didn't speak to her for two days but on the third day, I called her and she asked, "was what i asked for wrong? i love you." I said, "okay." then we arranged to meet and she kissed me on my cheeks. it was 3rd july 2007. I was at her place and we smooched. then we started dating. this love story of mine is my favourite. I used to love her like anything and treat her like a princess and she was very special to me. we dated for five years. then one day when I went back to my hometown, I called her up and the phone was put on waiting. it was the first time throughout our whole relationship when I felt as if something was going wrong. and yes, there was a problem. she was getting engaged to someone else. she cheated on me and is married to some guy now. I was in deep depression for two full years. I ruined my career. then after recovering, I started a new life. I have completed my mba at present and I have been working in hr in a reputed company. but I still miss her. I hate her but then, there is no point in doing so. she broke my heart for loving her truly. I lost the one who never loved me but she lost the one who loved her madly...after this relationship, I never fell in love again. yes, I have been infatuated and even dated many but there are no feelings of love. this was what happened to me. it has been 3 years of experiencing a broken heart.