My decision to confess to her has really changed my life considerably. I made a short trip to Taiwan for the first time to give myself a break. I began to read the works and writings (both print and online) on relationship matters written by Wu Dan Ru (吴淡如), Eric Wu (吴若权), Kong Keen Yung (江健勇), Lung Chuntin (龙震天) and Wang Ji (王姬). Wu Dan Ru and Eric Wu are Taiwanese, Kong is Malaysian while Lung and Wang are Hong Kongers. Their works are in Chinese. Although their works focus on heterosexual relationship matters, I found that some points they make are relevant to same-sex relationships as well. I have learnt a lot of important and practical things on relationship matters from their works. Therefore, I am grateful for the opportunity to read their works.
In addition, I had finally opened an account on Fridae after moving back to Malaysia early this year so that I can know more friends who are like me. Lung Chuntin always emphasizes that we must get to know more people so that we will have more chances to look for the one who can be our soulmate. He said in every 1000 men or women we know, there are only three of them who can be our soulmates. So it is important to know more people.
At the moment, I am still single. But I will continue to treat myself well and live my life to the fullest. No matter what happens, I have to move on with my life, and hope for the best.
(* The opposition coalition won most popular votes (more than 50%) but the ruling coalition won most parliamentary seats due to malapportionment and gerrymandering. So the ruling coalition continues to be in power.)